Anyway, I've been typing my third story that doesn't have any title yet. hahaha... Can't think of any actually. I'm having a hard time choosing a title. I wanted it to be a love song or any song that has to do with the plot. They told me I should rename it with their theme song which is "Walang Iba by Ezra Band". I don't think it will suit it though. Kaloka! I think it's better f I put "Only You" as a title or something more about being stick to you? Hmm... Blimey! Really can't think of any. I been surfing the net looking for a well written love song for my novel!!!! I can't find any.
That's not the only problem...
I've been somewhat suffering. Deep word. I know. I just can't stop myself from falling deeply in love with my Doctor. Sorry if I took the liberty to own him. I just don't know what to do. We still have what? two or three years more to be with each other. I promise to tell him after graduation but my heart. It seems like my heart wanted to shout it in the world. To stop pretending! To stop telling everyone that I don't like him anymore though she knows its the right thing to do!!! To tell him directly that I love him! I love him more than anyone in the world! That I love everything about him! Kahit yosiboy siya o sandamakmak ang kayabangan niya sa katawan!!! I want to tell him that I love him no matter what!!!
But would I have the courage? Dahil kahit pa sumasabog na ang puso ko dahil sa pag-ibig ko sa kanya? Bakit ba ang hirap ng ganito?! Mahal ko siya yet hindi niya ako mahal.
Should I still wait for him?
To notice me whenever I'm around?
To be with me whenever I need him?
To smile at me whenever I feel like my whole world's falling apart?
To hug me whenever I need someone to stretch his arms for me?
Would he be there?
Would he............love me?
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