The Gardener’s Rose

You are my rose
I can only admire your beauty,
You’re being, but can never hold you
Your thorns would probably hurt me

You are my rose
I would want to hold you-
Badly, but I just can’t
You’re thorns would wound me

You are my rose
You are mine to admire
But never have you
Still, I would take care of you

You are my rose
I’ll be mesmerize by your growth
But I know you’ll never stay forever
because someone my like and buy you

Sapat

Naka-angkla sa iyong braso
Alam kong ganito lang tayo
Pero kahit naman ganoon,
Masayang-masaya na ako.

Mababaw lang naman ako
Ikaw lang ang gusto ko
Sa akin ay mapunta ka,
Yun lang ay sapat na.

Huwag ka na munang umibig
Ikaw at ako muna ang peg
O kaya para naman masaya,
Ako na lang mahalin mo, sinta

Hayaan na natin ang iba,
Hayaan na ang mapanghusga
Basta kapag kasama kita,
Ako na ang pinakamasaya

Point of View

Sana kaya kitang yakapin
Na para bang ikaw ay akin
Pangako ko’y aalagaan ka,
Ikaw lang mamahalin t’wina

Posible kaya ang sabi-sabi
Na di lang daw natin nakikita
Kahalagahan ng isa’t-isa

Kung ganoon ikaw ba ay tanga?
O sadyang manhid lang talaga?
Bakit di mo ako makita?
Tulad ng nakikita nila?

Laptrip

  Ang sarap ng ganitong pakiramdam. Basta masarap. Capital M-A-S-A-R-A-P. Yung wala pa siyang ginagawa napapangiti ka na? Sana lagi na lang kaming ganito. Kahit walang namumutawi sa bibig namin kundi pangit. HAHAHA! Ang sayaaa! HAHAHA! Sana poreber na lang ganito. :P

Hahahayyy.. Tigil Grace. Bawal yan. :P

Nakakalungkot naman

     What's it worth? Ano nga ba? Wew. Naiiyak ako honestly. Naman oh. HAHA! Babalik pa nga lang ako eh. Nakakainis naman. Ano bang worth ng IS sa akin. Honestly, second priority na lang na may magcomment sa gawa mo eh. Na may pumuri sa gawa mo. Na may magsabi na "Ang ganda." "Kakilig!" "Mooore! Mooore!"
     Kapag nag-oonline ako noon(noong mga araw na aktibo pa ako.), isa sa mga inaabatan ko is yung mga tao sa chatbox. Kung okay ba sila. yung mga tawanan, mga typo. Mga magulang na hindi ko alam kung pano ko naging magulang, mga kapatid ko na tiyahin ko pala tapos lola ko din. Yung magulong family tree. Yun eh. yun yung importante. Plus factor na lang na maynaka-appreciate sayo, sa mga gawa mo.
     grabe. sana bumalik yung saya ng IS dati. HAHA! Bakit ba ako  nawala? Sana pala sinulit ko na lang pala lahat ng minuto kong kakulitan sila. NALULUNGKOT AKO PERIOD. Pakiramdam ko betrayed ako kasi nawala yung site kung saan ako nagsimula. Kung saan nakahanap ako ng iintindi sa akin. Kung saan ko naramdaman yung "PUSH" when all of the people around me tries to pull me down. Sana bumalik ka na. Gusto ko ng magsulat ulit para sayo.


     -_-

The Happy Ending?

Imma try my best to forget. And when He returns, I'll make sure I'm better, and happy. So AJA! Grace! You can do this. :))))


Positive. Positive. Positive. :)))

GULO MO TEH?!?! INIS!!!!

Bakit ang gulo-gulo mo?
Sabi mo diba, break na tayo?
Bakit ngayon mangangamusta ka?
Na para tayo ay ayos na?

Sabihin mo na, ano ba kasi yun?
Utak ko’y nabubulabog mo na
Hindi naman nakakatuwa
Na sa buhay ko, para kang bula

Hindi ako galit sayo, lalong di naiinis
Gusto ko lang lubayan mo ba ako.
Kung dir in lang naman magiging tayo
Bakit ba ginugulo mo pa ako?

IF THIS WAS A MOVIE by TAYLOR SWIFT


Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footstep on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not here


Every night, since that day, It's like forever. It has been what five or six days but I really can't tell. It's like dying without even killing myself. The feeling of sadness is always there even if I have so many friends who can comfort me. I tell them I'm okay but is it for real? Syempre hindi. Parang pinipiga yung puso ko. Pinipilit kong wag ng umiyak at halatang fake ang ngiti ko. Laging maga ang mata ko at hindi ako makakakain. Masarap ang amoy pero hindi ko siya gusto. Hindi ako masaya.


I was playing back a thousand memories baby
Thinking 'bout everything we've been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
Time stood still and I had you


It keeps on repeating. Kahit sa mga maliliit na bagay. Yung sakit. Yung saya. Yung lungkot. Yung tuwa. Yung mga nakakaloka. Nakakakilig. Nakakaiyak. Yung lahat ng memory. Pati yung comment mo sa pagtawa ko. Hindi ko mapigilang magmukhang baliw. Nanonood ako ng praybeyt benjamin, tumatawa pero at the same time umiiyal. Bawat memory, it pains me kasi masaya ako nun. Masaya tayo nun. Hindi ko napipigilang umiyak at the same time I wish I could just stay there. when I still have you. When there's no doubt that you are mine. If only I could, I will. Kasi mas masaya ako dun kaysa ngayon.


Come back, come back, come back to me here like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside till I came out


I want you back in my life if it's still possible. If it's right to still hope. If only I could still have you. Sana nga para na lang siyang movie, yung alam mong babalik pa rin siya because movies always have the happiest ending. Na sana siya na ang tinatawag nilang "Destiny" or ka-love team mo. I wish this is easier. 


Come back, come back, come back to me here like
I know that we could work it out somehow

You could, you could if you just said you're sorry

But If this was a movie you'd be here by now


Maybe if you'd given my proposal a chance. Maybe if you didn't close your heart agad, siguro hindi ganito ang ending. Kung ikaw pa rin ang pinakamatiyaga at pinaka-open na taong nakilala ko, siguro hindi na tayo hahantong sa ganito. Kung sinabi mo lang lahat. Kung sinubukan mo lang. Kung hindi ka lang nag-"assume" sa magiging reaction ko, siguro naayos pa to. Together.


I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Locked up in your arms and our friends are laughing
Coz nothing like this ever happened to them


Yes, people change pero there's a process. Naiwan ako dito dahil nabigla ako. Sana you've given me enough clue.  Sana pinaramdam mo pa. Sana hindi mo ko ginulat na "pak" ganun lang yun. Ang hirap na iniisip mo yung nagawa mong mali. Kung bakit biglang ganun? Kung bakit biglang bumagsak ang mundo ko. Para akong inagawan ng oxygen habang nasa ilalim ako ng dagat. Habang eneenjoy ang lahat ng nangyayari then suddenly I have to struggle alone. To find air. To find ways to be alive again.


Now I'm pacing down the hall
Chasing down the street
Flashback to a night when you said to me
Nothings gonna change not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose


You said nothings gonna change. You take away my insecurities by loving me. You made me feel loved. Akala ko wala ng magbabago. Akala ko kaya na natin lahat. Nagpropose ka pa noon. Sinabi mo na walang magbabago. Akala ko kakayanin natin ang lahat ng dadaan. Akala ko maso-solve natin lahat ng problema. Kakayanin natin kasi magkasama tayo but you left me. You let me fight alone ng hindi ko nalalaman. You caught me off guard.


Come back, come back, come back to me here like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'till I came out


I always thought you'd understand. You'd know why. Naisip ko na yung problema, it's a cycle. Hindi masaya kasi hindi na nagkakaintindihan. Hindi nagkakaintindihan kaya nagiging impulsive yung desisiyon. Nagtatantrums dahil sa desisyon na yun kaya nag-aaway, at yun ang cause ng pagiging hindi masaya. Hindi natin nagawang pagbigyan ang isa't-isa. Hindi natin narinig yung mga needs ng isa't-isa. Hindi natin napahalagahan ang sinasabi natin. Hindi man lang natin naisip na sa isang relationship, vital ang communication. That we should hear each other out. Na dapat iniintindi natin yung isa't-isa.


Come back, come back, come back to me here like
You could, you could, if you just say you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now


You said you're sorry. Napatawad na kita dahil hindi naman ako nagalit o nagtampo sayo. How could I, diba? Hindi ko lang maintindihan kung bakit hindi mo ko maintindihan. Sana nagsorry ka na lang kasi hindi tayo nagkaintindihan. Sana yung sorry na yun para sa impulsive mong desisyon. Sana yung sorry na yun kasi hindi mo ako kayang mawala sa buhay mo. Sana yun yung dahilan nun. Sana hindi lang dahil sa nangyari nung araw na yun. Sana iba na lang yung dahilan, mas matutuwa pa ko.


If you're out there, If you're somewhere,If you're moving on
I've been waiting for you, Wary since since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And I just wanna see you back at my front door
And I say


Gusto ko lang bumalik sa dati. Yung laging masaya. Yung laging nagkakaintindihan. Yung hindi mahirap kausapin yung isa't-isa. Yung kahit anong mangyari, hindi nakakalimutan ang isa't-isa. Yung marunong magsorry hindi pataasan ng pride. Yung nagbibigayan at hindi nagbabangayan. Yung bawat isa may pang-intindi. Yung hindi nagsasawa at hindi nagkakainisan dahil paulit-ulit. Yung basta masaya. kontrahin man ng lahat, basta ang mahalaga nagkakaintindihan. Basta may TIWALA sa isa't-isa. Tiwalang kakayanin lahat-lahat.


Come back, come back, come back to me here like
You would before you said, it's not that easy
Before the fight, before I locked you out
But I take it all back now


Kung ako ang tatanungin, gusto kong bumalik sa normal. Yung lahat ng effort napapansin. Yung lahat ng nabanggit sa taas ginagawa. Yung limitado ang away. Yung lahat kayang patawarin ng simpleng I love you at i'm sorry ng isa't-isa. Sana bumalik yung mga panahong, hindi mo natitiis kapag umiiyak ako. That you would do everything to make me smile. Na alam mo kung naiinis ako, nagagalit, o masaya kapag bigla akong tumatahimik, Yung mga pagkakataong nag-eeffort ka pang alamin ang lahat ng nararamdaman ko. Na pinipilit mong alamin kahit yung mga nakatago sa puso ko. Yung assurance. 


Come back, come back, come back to me here like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out


Alam kong huli na pero sasabihin ko pa rin. Nireregret ko ang lahat ng impulsiveness ko nung birthday ni Yssa. Inaamin kong may mali ako. I assumed things at nagtantrums ako yun ay dahil pakiramdam ko hindi ako mahalaga. Hindi ako napapahalagahan ng tama. Inaamin ko na nginatngat ako ng inggit. Nainis ako sa mga hindi mo nagawa na nagagawa nila.


Come back, come back, come back to me here like
You could, you could, if you just say you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now


 Sa hindi ko paghawak sa kamay mo. Sa hindi ko paghalik sayo. Sana maiballik ko. Kung alam ko lang na yun na ang huli, baka niyakap pa kita. Baka mas tinitigan pa kita. Yung tipong pakiramdam mo na, may malaking tigyawat na tumutubo sa mukha mo o may gagambang gumagapang pababa sa noo mo. Baka mas naging masaya pa ko. If I can take it back, I would. I would have smiled more. I would have savor the moment. I would have hugged you more often and I could have whispered more 'I love you's to you.


You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby, what about the ending?
Oh, I thought you'd be here by now, whoa
Thought you'd be here by now


But I guess, everything has to end. Hindi ako sumusuko at hindi rin ako lumalaban. Hahayaan ko na lang lahat. Kung ano man ang mangyayari sa mga susunod na araw, bahala na si God. Kung maka-move on, go. Kung hindi, eh di hindi. Hindi ko pipilitin ang sarili ko sa bagay na ako mismo hindi ko alam ang desisyon. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako lulugar. Bahala na si God. he will handle everything for me.


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Sa mga tropa kong tiyak naman na magre-react sa ginawa ko. I just did this because gusto ko siyang ilabas. Everything I'm keeping. Yung sakit. Yung inis. Yung lahat ng gusto kong sabihin sa kanya. Yung mga sinisigaw ng puso ko. Yung mga bagay na nagpapaiyak at nagpapabaliw sa akin. Mahirap siya in a way it's like recalling everything. Pero I'd rather do it. At least diba, naibuga ko lahat. 

Whatever happens, salamat sa inyong lahat. Kahit sayo kasi nalaman ko kung sino yung talagang andyan. Yung talagang nakakaintindi. Salamat-salamat sa inyo! I know soon enough I'll be better :)

Saysay at Halaga

Ang sarap pumunta ng tambayan

Ang giliw sa paglabas ng pintuan

Noon.. Noon na lang ba mangyayari?

Ang kasiyahan ba'y mapapawi?

Minsan sa ating tambayan

May hawak kang gitara

Tinutugtog mo ang aking paborito

Kung saan ako'y nabighani sayo

Ngayon ala-ala na lang ba

Ang maaalala pag nasa tambayan?

Dahil ngayon sa iyong paglisan

Buhay ko'y nawalan ng saysay at halaga

Tambayan

Ayoko ng tumambay pa

Sa tambayang puno ng ala-ala

Tambayan nating dalawa

Tambayan kung saan nagkakilala

Ala-ala mo'y bumabalik

Pag ako'y naupo sa tambayan

SA aking mga kaibigan

Ako'y lumalayo pag nasa tambayan

Tambayan, ayoko na kitang makita

Tambayan, ayoko ng maalala

Lahat ng tungkol sa ating dalawa

Lahat ng ito'y nawa'y maglaho na

Makalimutan

Gusto na kitang makalimutan

Mga ngiti mo't kalungkutan

Mabura na lahat sa isipan

Ala-ala mong aking kasiyahan

Ngunit paano makakalimutan

Kung dito nga ang kasiyahan

Paano ko makakamtan

Inaasam na katahimikan

Gusto na kitang makalimutan

Mga araw na ika'y iniyakan

Mga oras ng kwentuhan

At ikaw ang pinag-uusapan

Gusto na kitang makalimutan

Pag-alala sayo'y nais iwasan

Ngunit paano pa tatanggihan

Kung ito ang gusto ng isipan?

All I Want

This morning when I woke up

Before I tried to get up

My mind is fixed to you

Coz I'm again, thinking of you

I tried my best to forget

About the past and the regrets

But things ain't easy

Tried everything like being busy

Coz all I want is to hold you

To give my everything for you

All I want is to kiss you

To be with you, forevermore

But I know I can't do this

Coz I know I'm not his

Not his one and only

Not his forever baby

Whoever wrote this, I Love Him/Her. HAHAHA!

Virgo Capricorn Compatibility

Virgo Capricorn Compatibility, A partnership of equals, a perfect and a mature combination, one of the best matches that have all ingredients of being soul mates. If we go to see the similarities between the Virgo and the Capricorn, it’s a never ending list. Both are extremely hardworking, caring, mature, intelligent very rational, emotionally balanced.

Both the Virgo and Capricorn always seek approval for every little thing, and guess what, both of them approve of each other! They need encouragement and possess common sense and practical attitude and are down to earth. They like sitting indoors, instead of going out for parties.

Virgo Capricorn couple is highly organized and very concerned about their image. Security and stability is very significant for them and they will be there for each other through all kind of phases. Both of you admire the way each other lives their life. The Virgo and the Capricorn are true perfectionists when it comes to work or important projects, they will never take something which they are aware, they cant give their best.

Capricorn has a very selective set of friends which is a successful and inspiring set of people, which even the Virgo approves of.

People might find this combination to be dull and unsexy, but it is untrue. Both of them are deeply erotic, to get the best out of the each, they need a good partner and nothing better than a Capricorn Virgo relationship.

The mutual trust and the understanding that the Capricorn and Virgo combination share will only bring out the best in each other, there won’t be any fear of criticism, but only inspiration. They focus only on quality than quantity!

The Capricorn Virgo couple have the potential of being powerful on all levels of life. This combination consistently works hards, ears, and then invests! To understand deeply you need to study compatibility based on entire birth charts.

So There. Compatible daw kami! Yeeeeehhhhhaaaaaw!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!XP