Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Now I know what I want..

     I know I love you. I just can't tell you again. Not because I can't but I know it will be complicated. I'll just have to hide it from everybody. It's better that way. Alam nila move on na ako, and it's just a stupid rebound but I feel otherwise. Kaso ano namang sense kung sabihin ko yun? Kung sabihin kong mahal kita at hindi naman talaga totoo yung mga sinabi ko sayong hindi talaga ikaw. Eh ano naman diba? It will never change anything between us.

     Actually, when it comes to that, hindi ko alam kukng magiging masaya ako o malungkot. Masaya kasi alam ko na hindi siya lalayo. That we will stay the same no matter what. He would still be there for me. Doon papasok ang lungkot. I mean, he'll be there. Oo na. Pero hindi na kami aakyat sa kung anuman ang gusto ko. Hindi kami magiging couple. I'll see him fall in love with someone and I'd be there by his side no matter what. Mainlove man ako sa iba, magiging masaya pa siya for me.

      I guess siya talaga ang soulmate ko. He is mine for safe-keeping but not for a life time. I'd be always by his side pero he;ll never be with me forever. I mean forever akong kasama siya pero hindi bilang makakasama sa buhay pero para maging tropa niya habang buhay.

     Message for you, ahhh.. hahaha. Basta alam mo na yan. Andito lang ako. Kung saan ka masaya, suportanta ka. Wag lang yung mga kalokohan chuvaness... :)))

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